take me away,,,,

I cannot find a way to describe it
It's there inside; all I do is hide
I wish that it would just go away
What would you do, you do, if you knew
What would you do

All the pain I thought I knew
All my thoughts lead back to you
Back to what was never said
Back and forth inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable; come and take me away

I feel like I am all alone
All by myself I need to get around this


absen 36 (desperated)

Gw tau ini apa...

Well, D-3 to SPMB...
Huah...,entah apa yg dirasain,
pd stress lah, bingung lah, panik lah,
Sejujurnya gw ga yakin bakal bisa fight dg sekian ribu org di seluruh negeri ini untuk ngerebutin kursi di ma campus wanna b...
Terus terang gw ga tau bakal jawab apa di lembar jawaban gw nanti...
Honestly, I don't know what to do, too scary for me...
Too heavy, so I could never be able bring it on ma shoulder...
Makes me wanna hide maself wherever the earth wants me to b,
Tapi...
1 detik gw ngerasa down, org lain udah maju selangkah
1 menit gw ragu, org2 itu telah pergi jauh
1 jam gw meratapi diri sendiri, org2 lain itu udah jauh lari ninggalin gw,

gw yg masih ga tau tujuan hidup ini apa,
well ga separah itu sih...
maksudnya ga tau apakah nantinya hari2 yg gw lewatin selama ini, beban2 yg gw pikul di pundak yg rapuh ini can be paid off by being what I wanna b, by making ma BELOVED parents never regret to let me life in this world?CAN I?
Too many things in ma mind,
Too many time I spent uselessly
Too many regret in this fragile heart.

ENOUGH...
YOU ARE YOU (iklan bgt seeh..?)
Just run this simple life,
Think positively...

Buat tmn2 yg jg ngerasain hal yg sama dg gw, I hope this writing can inspire yoou

And after all this time...


Ordinary me...

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